* read my shoutout in friendster.
what can i do :(
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Where is the Passion?
i have been bitching, to everyone on the new job.
People said and i do agree my life is much simpler n lower pace and i get more free time.
But something is seriously lacking.
From the development and the management attitude, do not think i can really develop that passion with this job.
Not that the previous job is great. But admittedly i found some passion in community work (sort of lah) and tat is how i can drag for 5.5 yrs.
Nevertheless i am still clear why i chose to leave: No life, almost every minute on standby. No justice to my contribution vs pay. A ACM can earn more than me (not talking about veteran ok!). Sexual harrassement. Ugly uniform. Seriously no transparency in the system, unfair treatment and injustice by management. There is no turning back unless (if ever) pay counter offer is like 3 folds what i got (belive me again, that my pay was damn lousy back there)
But... when i read Tibetan Nun blog, it also hit me that despite that 8.30am to at most 7.30pm work day, i do not have that kind of energy and enthusiasm back in those days where i would work till 2am and still dancing away.
It is indeed empty feeling. Like a corpse going to office. Like a prostitue letting the day goes by and get it done and past. (well well, still rem LTA engineer told me that we should treat ourselves like prostitute, do and go).
It is confusing emotion. Could it be the toil so far that wore me out? or really being passionate wiht the job is still important?
Tonite my msn nick as follow "Doctor or Nurse? Pilot or Air stewardess? to be lead or support? "
How come ppl always shine out there but i m always the support? The one that others do not even know the existence. In this world, it is really painful to be the mediocre.
People said and i do agree my life is much simpler n lower pace and i get more free time.
But something is seriously lacking.
From the development and the management attitude, do not think i can really develop that passion with this job.
Not that the previous job is great. But admittedly i found some passion in community work (sort of lah) and tat is how i can drag for 5.5 yrs.
Nevertheless i am still clear why i chose to leave: No life, almost every minute on standby. No justice to my contribution vs pay. A ACM can earn more than me (not talking about veteran ok!). Sexual harrassement. Ugly uniform. Seriously no transparency in the system, unfair treatment and injustice by management. There is no turning back unless (if ever) pay counter offer is like 3 folds what i got (belive me again, that my pay was damn lousy back there)
But... when i read Tibetan Nun blog, it also hit me that despite that 8.30am to at most 7.30pm work day, i do not have that kind of energy and enthusiasm back in those days where i would work till 2am and still dancing away.
It is indeed empty feeling. Like a corpse going to office. Like a prostitue letting the day goes by and get it done and past. (well well, still rem LTA engineer told me that we should treat ourselves like prostitute, do and go).
It is confusing emotion. Could it be the toil so far that wore me out? or really being passionate wiht the job is still important?
Tonite my msn nick as follow "Doctor or Nurse? Pilot or Air stewardess? to be lead or support? "
How come ppl always shine out there but i m always the support? The one that others do not even know the existence. In this world, it is really painful to be the mediocre.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
all about dougnut
Finally get a chance to taste the donut from i think Donut Factory? the one at Raffles City where ppl q like mad.
My colleagues went to carrefour at Suntec n they bought back box of doughnuts. i took the one with chocolate inside.
Actually i feel that these new age doughnuts all too sweet n soft lei. Tried the Vivocity one (did i tell u that i force ppl to buy? if not wont attend his meeting? :P, gone are the days where i can terror ppl life')
Still prefer those traditional one where you can find at maybe four leaves or bakery shop.
Wan to try the glutinous rice at PS but din get chance cos one ball looks too big for me. And it wont be feasible to put it overnite since there be filings inside. someone wanna share with me? n of cos share the costing
Y? cos my new company havent pay me yet n i work there 1 mth liao! wat e fish
Free Chicken Rice
Yesterday forced ppl to treat me dinner. Today i had a free dinner again :P
Thanks to Sleepy, i managed to register my ezcard to accumulate points. Since it is based on usage of NEL & SBS transit, i benefit alot ;) Actually accumulated quite a number of points only that last quarter most of the better offers were already fully taken up. Hence waited for 1 oct and well smart me lei! the new offers came out. After counting the TB and BD, find that a redemption of chicken rice is quite a deal hence that is how i ended with free chicken rice at PS. So near workplace and anyway got to take train home mah ;)
Thanks to Sleepy, i managed to register my ezcard to accumulate points. Since it is based on usage of NEL & SBS transit, i benefit alot ;) Actually accumulated quite a number of points only that last quarter most of the better offers were already fully taken up. Hence waited for 1 oct and well smart me lei! the new offers came out. After counting the TB and BD, find that a redemption of chicken rice is quite a deal hence that is how i ended with free chicken rice at PS. So near workplace and anyway got to take train home mah ;)
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