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cannot take pic of camera so took this ;)

Attack!

tat mood creation

195 times- latest record as last week

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Translation exam is soooooo near

got to get another big dictionary as likely the electronic one cannot be used. But it is sooooo time consuming to check dictionary lor

V expensive on books nowadays. That remind me to really be careful with my spending cos bro goin to poly next year and all $ likely from me.

So it be maggi mee now and then.

Will cut down meeting friends

u noe me well

dinner ytd

but e main dish was curry so diahorrea till this afternoon!

Finally a camera of my own

But i cannot take pic with it to show u how it looks like :P

The Invasion

It started yesterday on my way to exam. Suddenly i think that man will be back. he has not been contacting me since the day i asked for payment. So i sent an sms to him- whr he is. this feeling of him coming back n perhap to force settlement was so close as real.

Last nite at about 10pm(?) He came back.

This time extremely unfriendly n even violent.

Not yet on me (which is not something new if he can rem). But trying to slam everything he can find.

Dun understand why he think i will behave the way he wanna. Funni. If we can do that, guess that wont make us walk to the divorce light. If so, there wont be another sweet one outside isn't it?

This mornin the storm was v intimidating. Lucky, it was really real luck or pure coincident that i have a movie date so i left real early. Many knew i wont really ask to watch movie.......this round nicole kidman caught my eye n i dated my friend to watch. Booked ticket in advance somemore! so UNme.

So will the motive real as wat came to my mind?

If so, i have to fight hard. It hurting but i need to fight for own survival. That sum tat was promised to discard me he has to honour it before i give up. Do be assure i already let go only giving up is real hard unless suddenly get real decent accomodation.

Tire of fighting but life has structured itself such that.......

"The Invasion"
The mysterious crash of a space shuttle leads to a terrifying discovery - a growing epidemic. Victims suffer attack while they sleep, leaving them physically unchanged, but strangely unfeeling and inhuman.

That two parts which leave me alot of thinking.
(1) Some diplomat remark about human, chaos n human. Human r still animal?!?
(2) When Ken or Ben (sorry bad in remembering cast role name) finally went to meet up with Carol (Kidman), Carol broke down, cried and hugged him very very tightly, as if he is the pillar. However at that point this guy already got infected. He tried to psycho Carol to give up rebelling n 'join' them. She almost give in until being told that her son will not be allow to exist as he failed to blend into the system.

Human r still human, there are emotions and care and love.
But being human as human, there are inhuman side of them.

Nevetherless, perhap if i can infected by this virus will be quite good ;)

if i still wan to breathe, need to put on that brave front n retailate back. Protect ownself, get back human right. Mangojo is a human. Stop abusing like tat

shocking eye deflation

at 4am this morning, i woke. Discovered that i rubbed my left eye too hard. Then eye cannot open. It keep tearing. Can find the filmsy layer sort of 'dented'.

It not first time i ever have such attack. But bad timing. 4am such accident, 10am exam. Planned to wake at 7am to do last revision since din do on thurs n fri. Bacially after start work no time to read. But in the end panick. Lucky at 7.30am eye can open n tearing not so serious.

Right now at 7pm, eye still itch n sore

:( worry worry

tat bet was on!

Think i already merge into the company culture liao.

Starting my betting rite after exam! see my friend too up and said if she score below certain grade i treat her lunch. Suck man, this time disappt me n i got to treat! lucky settled her with old chang kee. Hope she wont hound at me tmr heehee

To respect individual privacy, not revealing who n the grade.

it this that can make one excited or sleepy!

Exam Blue

it is bored to wake up on time, go work on time, cannot go off on time even nothing to do. Back home (lucky) 8.30pm. Waste 1.5 hours n got to hit e bed

Today

it is really such a bliss to have dinner delivered!

I wan to take pic but PDA not cooperating.

I had it reset to factory setting so now having prb to download pic taken. The bluetooth not really working :(

Such unique dinner and a quick shopping ard :))


My left eye swollen due to contact len.

Still very tire despite zzz long hour this afternoon

hope tmr can start studying or this sat go exam with nothing in the brain

i will miss........ e serenity n freedom of thoughts n control of own time

Review of the break i had jus taken...... which is ending soon

Hmmmmmm a quick summary of some of my achievements during these 2 mths break.
(1) Read a few books that i have wanted but never get time to read. It is reading in peace (aside juggling with homework).
(2) Cooking! From messy and 'forget to put this, forget to put that' to now commanding the kitchen :)
(3) Did eyebrows reshaped
(4) Learnt to do hula hoop n now up to 54 times (highest record as at today. To think i started no long ago n u know my patience is not there for phsyical actions ;)
(5) Spring Cleaning. Even 'mop' the walls. Ok, dun say about now, cos back to square one
(6) achieved self enlightenment in marriage and divorce philosophy

Now wat's next?

How to get up in the morning and still breathing by 10am.
How not to overslept n miss work!

New aim has arrived

Time really can heal wound? i think not really. But it makes a person more sober n less emotional.

When emotional detached over time, the impact is not as bad as it first collided into my life.

Wasted 10 yrs of my life n i get nothing out of it.

Coping well n found back old love. Oops not a person. It's a dream. N that dream i will work toward it. Dream is own, nobody can deprive me of it. I wont be felt cheated. Human r devilish at heart generally. It the dream in own heart that will never betray oneself.

:)

A light heart lives long.静以修身。
A little knowledge is a dangerous thing.一知半解，自欺欺人。
All good things come to an end.天下没有不散的筵席。
A man becomes learned by asking questions.不耻下问才能有学问。
A miss is as good as a mile. 失之毫厘，差之千里。
A new broom sweeps clean.新官上任三把火。
A rolling stone gathers no moss.滚石不生苔，转业不聚财。
A straight foot is not afraid of a crooked shoe.身正不怕影子斜。
Cannot see the wood for the trees.一叶障目，不见泰山。
Caution is the parent of safety.小心驶得万年船。
Constant dripping wears away a stone.水滴石穿，绳锯木断。
Diamond cuts diamond.强中自有强中手。
Do as you would be done by.己所不欲，勿施于人。
Don‘t try to teach your grandmother to suck eggs.不要班门弄斧。
False friends are worse than bitter enemies.明枪易躲，暗箭难防。
Fools grow without watering.朽木不可雕。
Fortune knocks once at least at every man‘s gate.风水轮流转。
Harm set, harm get.害人害己。
He knows most who speaks least大智若愚。
Judge not from appearances.人不可貌相，海不可斗量。

书山有路勤为径，学海无涯苦作舟

It meant there is no royal road to learning.

i think that is really e word to describe current dealing with translation.

really 'lost in translation'!

e more you learn the lesser u know. There is alway so much to learn