Friday, February 08, 2008
CNY!
I have never really get excited over CNY ;P
Especially these few years.
Only change effected this year is being away from CNY work projects ;)
But new job also has to deal with a major CNY project which will be quite physically exhausting for me. That will be on 17th & 18th Feb. Dread it.
Last year had a very insulting CNY eve reunion dinner. Got to eat with the man who betrayed me. This year being no change. But the feeling is different already. Felt quite immune and anyway managed not to go over his place.
Every time when we are together, there will be accidents. This round is of no difference. On our way back to my mum's place, he hit the rear of a car and compensated $200 to the car owner. It was as conveniently as ever to push the blame to me. So a passenger that did not get to pull that handbrake or stepped on the pedal caused the problem. Again, was labelled as 'suai'. GOSH if this was the year before and before before, i would really think it was all my fault and felt like dying. But now being a more sober person, i have not let his weakling character overcome my own confident. It is always easy to push blame to others, isnt it? i do that all the time ;) He said the accident occured as i was trying to talk to him. Haaaaaa not as if he never talk while driving and without hand-free. When his friend called him, he would just pick up the hp and talked non stop. That is without regards to the fact that i am a human sitting beside and expose to his distracted driving. So how could he state fact that i caused the accident? Nevertheless i pity him; a man with so much ego. I have instead applauded my own firmness for not being affected by his insults time to time (since he came back on friday). I decided to give him $500. The sum is to offset his ang pow to my mum and bros and some of the goodies he bought. Will never want to owe him anything.
He has been declaring with pride that he has a galfriend back in China. Be it true or lie, i have reminded him that he would better not let me catch as i will take legal actions toward him. It is a matter of principle and no one should be above the law. Come to think of it, probably i would jus sell their video or pics to earn first lol.
Btw, i may be shutting this blog and start a new one ;) Or perhap keep tis to the more dark side of my life and the other with some shots of sunshine. There are just too many things for me to achieve. With him erasing from my life, i get some freedom to do things i like to. Now the challenge is only with my family and on money matters with them. Other than that, life has given me a new lease and i want to use my single days to really obtain what i want. That can be small tasks to others but they are sure precious to little me :)
Sayonara
Especially these few years.
Only change effected this year is being away from CNY work projects ;)
But new job also has to deal with a major CNY project which will be quite physically exhausting for me. That will be on 17th & 18th Feb. Dread it.
Last year had a very insulting CNY eve reunion dinner. Got to eat with the man who betrayed me. This year being no change. But the feeling is different already. Felt quite immune and anyway managed not to go over his place.
Every time when we are together, there will be accidents. This round is of no difference. On our way back to my mum's place, he hit the rear of a car and compensated $200 to the car owner. It was as conveniently as ever to push the blame to me. So a passenger that did not get to pull that handbrake or stepped on the pedal caused the problem. Again, was labelled as 'suai'. GOSH if this was the year before and before before, i would really think it was all my fault and felt like dying. But now being a more sober person, i have not let his weakling character overcome my own confident. It is always easy to push blame to others, isnt it? i do that all the time ;) He said the accident occured as i was trying to talk to him. Haaaaaa not as if he never talk while driving and without hand-free. When his friend called him, he would just pick up the hp and talked non stop. That is without regards to the fact that i am a human sitting beside and expose to his distracted driving. So how could he state fact that i caused the accident? Nevertheless i pity him; a man with so much ego. I have instead applauded my own firmness for not being affected by his insults time to time (since he came back on friday). I decided to give him $500. The sum is to offset his ang pow to my mum and bros and some of the goodies he bought. Will never want to owe him anything.
He has been declaring with pride that he has a galfriend back in China. Be it true or lie, i have reminded him that he would better not let me catch as i will take legal actions toward him. It is a matter of principle and no one should be above the law. Come to think of it, probably i would jus sell their video or pics to earn first lol.
Btw, i may be shutting this blog and start a new one ;) Or perhap keep tis to the more dark side of my life and the other with some shots of sunshine. There are just too many things for me to achieve. With him erasing from my life, i get some freedom to do things i like to. Now the challenge is only with my family and on money matters with them. Other than that, life has given me a new lease and i want to use my single days to really obtain what i want. That can be small tasks to others but they are sure precious to little me :)
Sayonara
Sunday, February 03, 2008
he's back
Someone is back.
Since that day,every minute of contact is stormy.
Nothing new.
Though some of things he pointed is rite but there are many old practices he still wan to enforce on me.
There are even more intentional remarks and insults. I guess it is normal cos when u have someone else and dun wan another, u will do comparison n beautify the one u have chosen now and then stepped hard on the one u desserting so that the decision make it look so firmed and right.
Haaa i do read psychology u know.
I m ok lah on top of some saddness and anger. But sometimes such anger is good for me. It make me wan to do some justices :)
the sky will still be blue if u think it is blue. Occasionally a dark cloud trespass n stand on top of ur head. It can be turned away.
Since that day,every minute of contact is stormy.
Nothing new.
Though some of things he pointed is rite but there are many old practices he still wan to enforce on me.
There are even more intentional remarks and insults. I guess it is normal cos when u have someone else and dun wan another, u will do comparison n beautify the one u have chosen now and then stepped hard on the one u desserting so that the decision make it look so firmed and right.
Haaa i do read psychology u know.
I m ok lah on top of some saddness and anger. But sometimes such anger is good for me. It make me wan to do some justices :)
the sky will still be blue if u think it is blue. Occasionally a dark cloud trespass n stand on top of ur head. It can be turned away.
Drink, Drunk and un-glams
Went dragonfly yesterday with a friend (to protect the identity, will jus mark as J').
The entire St. James wasnt wat i thought. Look more 'run down' heehee
Like wat i heard, dragonfly attracts alot of 'uncles'. I do see many not younger or same age as me (n i do consider myself of certain age liao lol). Anyone of any age are entitled to fun. But i thought local men really dun know how to dress up, at least to the occasion. I see polo tee n quite untastefully dressed.
Had some drink but was really mindful as knew my stomach cannot take it.
Friend commented i can really 'swing' lol. I guess it was a shock as that dun fit my image ;) Then again, i can only react to familar rythms n stood like log when techno music was played rofl
In midst of having fun, i knew it came. Rushed to toilet n threw up continuously. And then diahorea. Wel, the monthly biz chose to come at such hour and plc!!!!!!
Stayed in toilet like more than 30min. Aiyo. In the end have to go home. Poor friend must feel so burdened.
PS: I have two friends who are younger than me couple of years n kept teased am old. Haaa dun know they friend or woes. Nevetheless some times crude joke can be entertaining lol
The entire St. James wasnt wat i thought. Look more 'run down' heehee
Like wat i heard, dragonfly attracts alot of 'uncles'. I do see many not younger or same age as me (n i do consider myself of certain age liao lol). Anyone of any age are entitled to fun. But i thought local men really dun know how to dress up, at least to the occasion. I see polo tee n quite untastefully dressed.
Had some drink but was really mindful as knew my stomach cannot take it.
Friend commented i can really 'swing' lol. I guess it was a shock as that dun fit my image ;) Then again, i can only react to familar rythms n stood like log when techno music was played rofl
In midst of having fun, i knew it came. Rushed to toilet n threw up continuously. And then diahorea. Wel, the monthly biz chose to come at such hour and plc!!!!!!
Stayed in toilet like more than 30min. Aiyo. In the end have to go home. Poor friend must feel so burdened.
PS: I have two friends who are younger than me couple of years n kept teased am old. Haaa dun know they friend or woes. Nevetheless some times crude joke can be entertaining lol
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