Ppl would always expect me to be happy, cheery and jovial.
I tried n try n succeeded to put on act most of e times.
Suck, this moment jus feel so tire n weak.
Not so much cos of exam but e hurt that got deeper.
E process is really scarey. Sometimes it even involve mind game.
Maybe i should once again disappear n that could be better?
dun like the drama as i am not in control.
Lose control is sth v scarey
Here or there i jus cant shake off e hurt
But also know that hurt only work on self if i wan it to overrule.
Y did i ever let other ppl to ruin my life once and again?
Crappy tat make me wan to eat crab
sometimes i seek friends for virtual hugs.
Today an ex colleague suddenly msn me a hug.
Tat friendship knot i will always rem
Now, a friendship hug can give me courage to walk a little further
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