Sunday, November 25, 2007
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
New Translation teacher
http://baike.baidu.com/view/125374.htm
introduced by translation lecturer.
This time is a SHE.
She hor really got me a shock.
I went to class pretty early cos refused to work later than 5.30pm.
Then the already very sick me cough n cough in the cold classroom. It was only she, another new classmate (i missed out last week 1st lesson).
She turned to me and said '你有病？' Almost fainted. Usually if we say that it meant ' r u crazy'!! i was so caught by her comment that instantly no response and reaction. She then said sth like i keep coughin.
Aiyo!
introduced by translation lecturer.
This time is a SHE.
She hor really got me a shock.
I went to class pretty early cos refused to work later than 5.30pm.
Then the already very sick me cough n cough in the cold classroom. It was only she, another new classmate (i missed out last week 1st lesson).
She turned to me and said '你有病？' Almost fainted. Usually if we say that it meant ' r u crazy'!! i was so caught by her comment that instantly no response and reaction. She then said sth like i keep coughin.
Aiyo!
Friday, November 09, 2007
Dedicate to you..
Dearie
So glad tat you have found ur new path :)
You were always such a good friend since Sec school.
Over the years, we drifted, n i came back n u accepted me back. Though now we are not as close as before (cos u already have Zess :P) i m really glad u r back to my life.
Fight on this path that u think u wan to take on. As a friend, i will always support and belive you can do it!
PS: despite u wont read this blog even i have been hinting loud for u to read, still like to pen sth down. My words r not fancy but sincerely is there. Thanks for being in my life........
wat can be more precious than friendship? truthful one......
So glad tat you have found ur new path :)
You were always such a good friend since Sec school.
Over the years, we drifted, n i came back n u accepted me back. Though now we are not as close as before (cos u already have Zess :P) i m really glad u r back to my life.
Fight on this path that u think u wan to take on. As a friend, i will always support and belive you can do it!
PS: despite u wont read this blog even i have been hinting loud for u to read, still like to pen sth down. My words r not fancy but sincerely is there. Thanks for being in my life........
wat can be more precious than friendship? truthful one......
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Where is the Passion?
i have been bitching, to everyone on the new job.
People said and i do agree my life is much simpler n lower pace and i get more free time.
But something is seriously lacking.
From the development and the management attitude, do not think i can really develop that passion with this job.
Not that the previous job is great. But admittedly i found some passion in community work (sort of lah) and tat is how i can drag for 5.5 yrs.
Nevertheless i am still clear why i chose to leave: No life, almost every minute on standby. No justice to my contribution vs pay. A ACM can earn more than me (not talking about veteran ok!). Sexual harrassement. Ugly uniform. Seriously no transparency in the system, unfair treatment and injustice by management. There is no turning back unless (if ever) pay counter offer is like 3 folds what i got (belive me again, that my pay was damn lousy back there)
But... when i read Tibetan Nun blog, it also hit me that despite that 8.30am to at most 7.30pm work day, i do not have that kind of energy and enthusiasm back in those days where i would work till 2am and still dancing away.
It is indeed empty feeling. Like a corpse going to office. Like a prostitue letting the day goes by and get it done and past. (well well, still rem LTA engineer told me that we should treat ourselves like prostitute, do and go).
It is confusing emotion. Could it be the toil so far that wore me out? or really being passionate wiht the job is still important?
Tonite my msn nick as follow "Doctor or Nurse? Pilot or Air stewardess? to be lead or support? "
How come ppl always shine out there but i m always the support? The one that others do not even know the existence. In this world, it is really painful to be the mediocre.
People said and i do agree my life is much simpler n lower pace and i get more free time.
But something is seriously lacking.
From the development and the management attitude, do not think i can really develop that passion with this job.
Not that the previous job is great. But admittedly i found some passion in community work (sort of lah) and tat is how i can drag for 5.5 yrs.
Nevertheless i am still clear why i chose to leave: No life, almost every minute on standby. No justice to my contribution vs pay. A ACM can earn more than me (not talking about veteran ok!). Sexual harrassement. Ugly uniform. Seriously no transparency in the system, unfair treatment and injustice by management. There is no turning back unless (if ever) pay counter offer is like 3 folds what i got (belive me again, that my pay was damn lousy back there)
But... when i read Tibetan Nun blog, it also hit me that despite that 8.30am to at most 7.30pm work day, i do not have that kind of energy and enthusiasm back in those days where i would work till 2am and still dancing away.
It is indeed empty feeling. Like a corpse going to office. Like a prostitue letting the day goes by and get it done and past. (well well, still rem LTA engineer told me that we should treat ourselves like prostitute, do and go).
It is confusing emotion. Could it be the toil so far that wore me out? or really being passionate wiht the job is still important?
Tonite my msn nick as follow "Doctor or Nurse? Pilot or Air stewardess? to be lead or support? "
How come ppl always shine out there but i m always the support? The one that others do not even know the existence. In this world, it is really painful to be the mediocre.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
all about dougnut
Finally get a chance to taste the donut from i think Donut Factory? the one at Raffles City where ppl q like mad.
My colleagues went to carrefour at Suntec n they bought back box of doughnuts. i took the one with chocolate inside.
Actually i feel that these new age doughnuts all too sweet n soft lei. Tried the Vivocity one (did i tell u that i force ppl to buy? if not wont attend his meeting? :P, gone are the days where i can terror ppl life')
Still prefer those traditional one where you can find at maybe four leaves or bakery shop.
Wan to try the glutinous rice at PS but din get chance cos one ball looks too big for me. And it wont be feasible to put it overnite since there be filings inside. someone wanna share with me? n of cos share the costing
Y? cos my new company havent pay me yet n i work there 1 mth liao! wat e fish
Free Chicken Rice
Yesterday forced ppl to treat me dinner. Today i had a free dinner again :P
Thanks to Sleepy, i managed to register my ezcard to accumulate points. Since it is based on usage of NEL & SBS transit, i benefit alot ;) Actually accumulated quite a number of points only that last quarter most of the better offers were already fully taken up. Hence waited for 1 oct and well smart me lei! the new offers came out. After counting the TB and BD, find that a redemption of chicken rice is quite a deal hence that is how i ended with free chicken rice at PS. So near workplace and anyway got to take train home mah ;)
Thanks to Sleepy, i managed to register my ezcard to accumulate points. Since it is based on usage of NEL & SBS transit, i benefit alot ;) Actually accumulated quite a number of points only that last quarter most of the better offers were already fully taken up. Hence waited for 1 oct and well smart me lei! the new offers came out. After counting the TB and BD, find that a redemption of chicken rice is quite a deal hence that is how i ended with free chicken rice at PS. So near workplace and anyway got to take train home mah ;)
Monday, September 24, 2007
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Translation exam is soooooo near
got to get another big dictionary as likely the electronic one cannot be used. But it is sooooo time consuming to check dictionary lor
V expensive on books nowadays. That remind me to really be careful with my spending cos bro goin to poly next year and all $ likely from me.
So it be maggi mee now and then.
Will cut down meeting friends
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Sunday, September 16, 2007
The Invasion
It started yesterday on my way to exam. Suddenly i think that man will be back. he has not been contacting me since the day i asked for payment. So i sent an sms to him- whr he is. this feeling of him coming back n perhap to force settlement was so close as real.
Last nite at about 10pm(?) He came back.
This time extremely unfriendly n even violent.
Not yet on me (which is not something new if he can rem). But trying to slam everything he can find.
Dun understand why he think i will behave the way he wanna. Funni. If we can do that, guess that wont make us walk to the divorce light. If so, there wont be another sweet one outside isn't it?
This mornin the storm was v intimidating. Lucky, it was really real luck or pure coincident that i have a movie date so i left real early. Many knew i wont really ask to watch movie.......this round nicole kidman caught my eye n i dated my friend to watch. Booked ticket in advance somemore! so UNme.
So will the motive real as wat came to my mind?
If so, i have to fight hard. It hurting but i need to fight for own survival. That sum tat was promised to discard me he has to honour it before i give up. Do be assure i already let go only giving up is real hard unless suddenly get real decent accomodation.
Tire of fighting but life has structured itself such that.......
"The Invasion"
The mysterious crash of a space shuttle leads to a terrifying discovery - a growing epidemic. Victims suffer attack while they sleep, leaving them physically unchanged, but strangely unfeeling and inhuman.
That two parts which leave me alot of thinking.
(1) Some diplomat remark about human, chaos n human. Human r still animal?!?
(2) When Ken or Ben (sorry bad in remembering cast role name) finally went to meet up with Carol (Kidman), Carol broke down, cried and hugged him very very tightly, as if he is the pillar. However at that point this guy already got infected. He tried to psycho Carol to give up rebelling n 'join' them. She almost give in until being told that her son will not be allow to exist as he failed to blend into the system.
Human r still human, there are emotions and care and love.
But being human as human, there are inhuman side of them.
Nevetherless, perhap if i can infected by this virus will be quite good ;)
if i still wan to breathe, need to put on that brave front n retailate back. Protect ownself, get back human right. Mangojo is a human. Stop abusing like tat
Last nite at about 10pm(?) He came back.
This time extremely unfriendly n even violent.
Not yet on me (which is not something new if he can rem). But trying to slam everything he can find.
Dun understand why he think i will behave the way he wanna. Funni. If we can do that, guess that wont make us walk to the divorce light. If so, there wont be another sweet one outside isn't it?
This mornin the storm was v intimidating. Lucky, it was really real luck or pure coincident that i have a movie date so i left real early. Many knew i wont really ask to watch movie.......this round nicole kidman caught my eye n i dated my friend to watch. Booked ticket in advance somemore! so UNme.
So will the motive real as wat came to my mind?
If so, i have to fight hard. It hurting but i need to fight for own survival. That sum tat was promised to discard me he has to honour it before i give up. Do be assure i already let go only giving up is real hard unless suddenly get real decent accomodation.
Tire of fighting but life has structured itself such that.......
"The Invasion"
The mysterious crash of a space shuttle leads to a terrifying discovery - a growing epidemic. Victims suffer attack while they sleep, leaving them physically unchanged, but strangely unfeeling and inhuman.
That two parts which leave me alot of thinking.
(1) Some diplomat remark about human, chaos n human. Human r still animal?!?
(2) When Ken or Ben (sorry bad in remembering cast role name) finally went to meet up with Carol (Kidman), Carol broke down, cried and hugged him very very tightly, as if he is the pillar. However at that point this guy already got infected. He tried to psycho Carol to give up rebelling n 'join' them. She almost give in until being told that her son will not be allow to exist as he failed to blend into the system.
Human r still human, there are emotions and care and love.
But being human as human, there are inhuman side of them.
Nevetherless, perhap if i can infected by this virus will be quite good ;)
if i still wan to breathe, need to put on that brave front n retailate back. Protect ownself, get back human right. Mangojo is a human. Stop abusing like tat
Saturday, September 15, 2007
shocking eye deflation
at 4am this morning, i woke. Discovered that i rubbed my left eye too hard. Then eye cannot open. It keep tearing. Can find the filmsy layer sort of 'dented'.
It not first time i ever have such attack. But bad timing. 4am such accident, 10am exam. Planned to wake at 7am to do last revision since din do on thurs n fri. Bacially after start work no time to read. But in the end panick. Lucky at 7.30am eye can open n tearing not so serious.
Right now at 7pm, eye still itch n sore
:( worry worry
It not first time i ever have such attack. But bad timing. 4am such accident, 10am exam. Planned to wake at 7am to do last revision since din do on thurs n fri. Bacially after start work no time to read. But in the end panick. Lucky at 7.30am eye can open n tearing not so serious.
Right now at 7pm, eye still itch n sore
:( worry worry
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