Men!

Happen to read this blog from a guy i get to know from MSN. Not that i know him but we chatted abit.

Actually a bit of identity mistake that we started to chat. I thought he was someone i knew back in school. After one short chat, i withdraw conversation from him. Then only recently we chatted again (cant rem who initiated).

So he asked for my friendster address. I always thought he was one of the friendster friends i added! Gosh! haha

Too tire from working hence took a bit of time to go into friendster. Came across his profile and saw he updated his blog.

Then i realised he was divorced. One of the entires mentioned his talk with his ex wife. It hits me again. The wife after divorce waited for him 1.5 yrs, hopin he will ask to patch back. He commented that he wouldnt since he initiated the breakup.

Ya, it is not uncommon to hear that once men decide something, they wont turn back especially on relationship.

True enough.

When i left him, i still will want to keep in touch with him, hoping we can make up. Praying for his well being. Wanting to know how he is. Sneak back to do housework for him or to check if he is ok (without he knowing).

But now when he wants to back off, he is sooo cold. He tried to do sth but can sense his torment becos it is really v uphill task for him to try to do such thing. Once gone will never come back.

I am different. Becos i hope we can be together. I still want to know how he is and hope he gets the best. If really we are through, i still hope to know his whearabout and hear how he is. But i know clearly that it will not happen. When man leave, they leave forever..

你用六个月忘记我们的情缘，我用一生却未必能洗净思念和你的一切