Had a few sms from my bro bear.. kind soul that is concern abt me.
Had one sms from my ex classmate cum colleague
N few other beeps from friends
all worry abt me, aft hearing my plight
No worry lah, i still breathinjg
Came back hm aft a drink with my bro bear
Saw alot of things clear n clean
Heart feel so heavy again
Then he came to me askin about some details.
Din wan to talk much cos e preaching will start again. Went back rm aft bath
He came knocking on my door.
Tmr he is seeing a lawyer. He needs info so as to process the doc.
The hse can costs him easily $100k.
But he is willing to make himself bankrupt in order to break free from me.
Told me i m covered till old age even if i dun remarried again.
That i be assured he will help me buy back e flat. N e car as a gift
GOSH, how should i behave this moment? how should i feel?
It is dark in my room, tears roll continuously but i noe he cannot see. I replied back as matter of facts becos i got to feel gratitude toward him. How to cry again n make him worry?
He is doing all he can, even beyong his means to ensure safety net spread for me............. but somehow being devil, i also cant help to feel v sad n down n heartbroke that he jus cant wait to get rid of me, even if it costs all his fortune n get himself badly in debt
i m that scarey?
m not ok, feel like stopping all breathing
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